I'M WEIRD AND I LIKE WEIRD PEOPLE.

Ok, since I’m effing bored right now and am trying to refrain from adding clothes into “my cart”, I SHALL DO A HOLIDAY TO-DO LIST. DDD: SO MUCHO TO DO BUT ACTUALLY MOST ACTIVITIES JUST REQUIRE ME TO STAY AT HOME AND ACCOMPLISH THEM BUT STILL HAHAHAHA.

1) IMPROVE. PHOTOGRAPHY. Like, I’ve been stagnating for so long that it’s almost scary. ;_; I need to pick up my slr more often! D: Needz moar human modelz.

2) SEW. SEW. SEW. I’m thinking of making like, 2-3 tops or something during the 2-month break. HAHAHA. Doesn’t seem like much BUT WHUDEV PLANNING HOW THE CLOTHING’S GONNA BE SEWN IS SO MAD TIRING. Srsly.

3) Practice. My. Handwriting. IKR. HAHAHA. Fucking mundane thing to do, but now, my handwriting has gone from cursive and relatively-straight to downright grotesque and illegible. >; Alas, the RP-effect where penmanship is downgraded to the fugliest form. ;___;

4) EXERCISE. SWEAT IT. WORK OUT TILL I PASS OUT.

5) GO OUT WITH FRIENDZ OMFG HAHAHAHA. YAH LAH WHATEVER GOING OUT WITH E35K, RORI FLENS OR YUN COME ON GUYS GIMME DATES.

6) Finish my Grade 10 Chinese Music History with a distinction. ;_; like. Totally regret not finishing it when I was still studying under NAFA. LOL. STILL BEWILDERED ON WHY I TOOK ENGLISH MUSIC APPRECIATION AND NOT THIS MODULE. WTFUG.

OK. 6 FOR NAO. 8D

Ok, so, I think some higher up power in RP really fucking hates me, because, for the course of like 2 days, I find myself seated in exam classes with REALLY REALLY fucked up people. I mean, come on, I’m easy-going and I normally sweep stuff under the carpet, BUT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD THEY’RE SO FUCKING ANNOYING. And totally retarded. Like. DURHHHH I’M AN IDIOOOOOT retarded.

Like.  LET ME WARN YOU, THE POST BELOW IS GONNA BE FILLED WITH A LOT OF NONSENSICAL AND TOTALLY MEAN RANTING. BECAUSE I’M SUPER PISSED OVER THE CLASS ARRANGEMENT.  LOL. ONLY BITCHY PEOPLE LIKE YIJING WILL READ ANYWAYS LOLOLOL.

Ok. For the first exam, B101, I walked into class, said hi and everybody was like UHHH RIGHTTT. Like, How fucking socially retarded are they?! Like. It’s almost as if they don’t know how to reply with a simple HI but instead, choose to gawk and stare at me before resuming their keyboard activities (probably studying, LOL.) . Like, WHUDEV.

OH. AND. It just so happened that there was some fucking nerdy bitch with 1960’s –esque specs in front of me (GOD I THOUGHT THEY WENT EXTINCT) , I mean, totally not judging her BUT GOD SHE KEPT COUGHING EVERY 2 MINUTES. Like, not the kind of cough where you go erhemerhem, but, the type of cough where you threaten to spill your guys all over the table, AHACK AHACK AHACK PITUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. Like. I ended up glancing at her after I typed every sentence with the BITCH I’LL KILL YOU AND FEED YOUR INTESTINES TO MY DOG (then again, her’s are probably too disgusting to be ingested by my precious pooch) LOOK and THANKGOD she got the hint. Seriously, I hope she chokes on her saliva one day and dies a slow painful death because nobody would want to go near her. AND HOPEFULLY, I’LL BE THERE SO THAT I CAN STEP ON HER CORPSE IN HOT-BLOODED REVENGE WITH MY BOOTS SQUISHSQUISSQUISH. :DDDD

For the second exam, G102, I’m in A MUCH BETTER CLASS because people actually say HI. But, still, most of them are socially retarded anyways, choosing to gawk once again at other people. Like. Wtfuck? And I landed myself across to this guy who used to board the same bus with me to school, like, this guy who FRENCHES HIS GIRLFRIEND EVERY 15-20 MINUTES ON THE BUS OMFG. LIKE. IT WAS DISGUSTING LEMME TELL YOU, COME ON PEOPLE, SHOW SOME SELF-RESTRAIN. Why the fuck haven’t they contracted an STD yet? LOL. Or possibly punctured some blood vessel in the mouth. LOL. But thankfully, the saving grace would be my group, because, this girl and I share the same love for M)Phosis scarves. HAHAHA. LIKE. FINALLY SOMEONE RELATIVELY FRIENDLY.

BAH THANKGOD I’M RETURNING TO DO STA MODULES TOMORROW.

SINCE I’M WAITING FOR MYSELF TO COOL DOWN AFTER 45 MINS OF JOGGING ROUND CHANGI.

HERE’RE  PICTURES OF MY CURRENT KOREAN OBSESSIONS. 8DDDD

FUCK CAN YOU BELIEVE SHE’S 29?! LIKE. 29. LIKE. HITTING THE BIG 30. OMFGGGGG. KAHIIIII. *____*/

OK. I SHALL GO BATHE NAOZ AND HEAD TO SCHOOL FOR MY IMPENDING DOOM.

Ok, whilst I’m typing this, I’m actually waiting for my hair mask to set in because I bleached my hair back to semi-blonde now and it’s dry as fuck. OK YOU GUYS DON’T NEED TO KNOW HAHAHAHA. Kinda annoys me that I can’t get the perfect shade of jessica-strawberry blonde. >___> AH WELL 2 MORE YEARS TO TRY. (EDIT OK SO I PROCRASTINATED AND WASHED IT OFF ALREADY. LOL.)

ANYHOO AS POST TITLE SAYS, I’VE OFFICIALLY SURVIVED MY FIRST YEAR OF STUDYING IN RP HAHAHAHA. Though I have this nagging sensation that I’ll flunk C111 with flying colours considering my nonchalance about attending Wingfok’s lesson. BUT STILL HAHAHAHA. COME ON WHO THE FUCK CAN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT HIM? Like. And UT’s are tomorrow and stretch over a course of  5 days.

BUT.

GUESS WHAT.

I’VE ACTUALLY STUDIED FOR AT LEAST 2 MODULES HAHAHAHA. DON’T SMIRK AND GO “AIYA 2 OUT OF 5 ONLY”. HAHAHA FUCK OFF COLD-WATER POURERS CAUSE I HAD TO SUMMARISE AND CONDENSE 15 SLIDES FROM EACH MODULE TO MAKE STUDYING EASIER. _l_ And I really hope my GPA will be awesome this sem! ;_____; Though I’ve been scoring an average of A for daily grading, I’M NOT SO SURE ABOUT UT’S. HAHAHA. AH WELL MUGMUGMUG.

Oh. And did I mention that my classes for Year 1 WERE MAD AMAZING? HAHAHAHA. Like. I pretty much got along super well with EVERYBODY in both classes save for a few people. HAHAHA. like. I think Sem 2’s class was more peaceful imo, like, not much drama and everybody was too high/insane/hornyLOL to pick fights. xD; SEM 1 WAS SO MUCH MORE DRAMA THOUGH THANKS FOR MR-BOOTLICKER, MISS-ATTENTIONSLUT AND NENEKKEROPOK. BUT NON-THE LESS, I <3 YOU E37B AND E35K.

Since I’m bored and my hair smells like shea butter (OMNOMNOM), HERE ARE TWO RECOMMENDATIONS FOR KPOP OMFG.

0:29 = Kevin.

0:45 = Soohyun (MAH FAVE)

0:53 = Kibum (EEYUR HE LOOKS SO BENG)

1:31 = Eli

2:28 = (Guy in front) Kiseop. (HE DIDN’T GET ANY LINES. ;_;)

2:44 = Alexander.

2:51 = Dongho (CAN YOU BELIEVE HE’S ONLY 16?! WTF?)

0:12 = Yoona (ERGH HATE HER.)

0:14 = Tiffany

0:19 = Yuri ( HER HAIR LOOKS SO WEIRD)

0:20 = Hyoyeon

0:21 = Sooyoung

0:22 = Sunny (Is it just me, or does she look real old here?)

0:27 = Seohyun

0:38 = Jessica (OMFG MY FAVOURITE <33333)

0:45 = Taeyeon

like. honestly. I don’t get why people always go OH YOU LISTEN TO SUPER JUNIOR ARHXZXZXZX whenever I mentioned my favourite genre of music is Kpop. .___. Like, yah, I know they’re mad popular (ESPECIALLY WITH xiiaOliiaNxZXZX123) but honestly, it gets kinda annoying I MEAN COME ON I HATE THEM (MINUS SIWON AND SUNGMIN) CAUSE THEY HAVE TOO MANY “SPARE” MEMBERS AND ALSO, ARE SO PRONE TO CAUSING DORAMAZZZZ.

I mean. Ok, Fat guy = Shindong. Fat guys says that Fat girls shouldn’t be fat because it’s a girl thing to be skinny and that guys have EVERY RIGHT to be fat. I mean. whut? Aren’t you a fucking idol? WHO YOU BE TO SAY SUCHA THING PFFFFT. And I think 2PM’s mad overrated too. >;

ok. I SHALL GO BITCH TO YIJING NOW. :D

Since I was horrendously bored at home and IT’S BEEN FUCKING LONG SINCE I’VE BOUGHT AN ARTICLE OF CLOTHING, I decided to be BRAVEEEE and venture out to Orchard on my own today to do a spot of shopping!

But.

turns. out. the worst of all tragedies happened.

I didn’t buy anything cause there was NOTHING I fancied. ._.

Like. Ok. M)Phosis = Nothing. Topman=  NOTHING. Cotton On = Wait. I don’t shop there. Uniqlo = Too many basics. Zara = GOD DON’T GET ME STARTED.

._.

So, in an angry huff, I decided to take a cab home where I complained for AGES to the rather-sympathetic taxi-driver who simply nodded his head and pretended to lament with me on the lack of black drapey clothing (OK LAZY TO TYPE THIS OUT CONSTANTLY LET’S JUST CALL IT BDC FROM NOW ON.).

Thus. I have decided to SHOP ONLINE NOW. And only scourge for basics in Singapore. SO THIS IS KINDA A OHEY ORDER CLOTHES WITH ME KAYZ AND WE CAN SHARE SHIPPING! 8D

I’m ordering from www.virginblak.com, the AWESOME MADTASTIC SHOP I RAVED ABOUT IN MY PREVIOUS BLOG POST AND SINCE I RAN OUT OF SUBSTANTIAL CONTENT HERE’S A PICTURE SPAM OF CLOTHES I WANT.

25usd / 35sgd.

44usd / 61.60sgd.

54usd / 75.60sgd.

70usd / 98sgd.

70usd / 98gd.

76usd / 106.40sgd.

107usd / 149.8sgd.

IT’LL BE A GRAND TOTAL OFFF = 742SGD. ;___;

BRB DYING FOREVER.

NOT GONNA LIE HERE BOUT MY RECENT DISAPPEARANCE HAHAHA. It’s mad sad how people are like OH I’VE BEEN TOO BUSY WITH SCHOOL WORK MY NEWBORN CHILD THAT I HAZ NO TIME TO BLOG whilst my simple excuse is – OHEY I’M LAZY. WHATEVER DON’T JUDGE ME, LOL, IT TAKES FINE TALENT AND A CERTAIN APTITUDE TO BE THIS LAZY. -joy-

Anyhoo, can you believed it? COMING NEXT FRIDAY, I’LL OFFICIALLY FINISH MY FIRST YEAR IN RP. ;___________;/ Time flies so mad fast that it kinda scares me. I mean, you finish one semester, you pass it and BAM THEY PLONK YOU INTO A NEW CLASS WHERE YOU HAVE TO ASSIMILATE WHILST HOPING NOBODY WILL HATE YOU. LOL. I’m just glad that I fit well into the class (OMGILUYOUGAIZ) and MY GRADES HAVE BEEN GOOD (OK LAH I AVERAGE A B BUT A’S COMMONLY POP UP OK.)

But oddly, I’m not saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad that I’m leaving this class. HAHAHA DON’T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE THEM TO THE BONE BUT, it’s more of a OK I’LL STILL SEE YOU NEXT SEM CAUSE WE’RE SQUISHED INTO THE SAME BLOCK kinda thing. Plus, our class relationship isn’t the LET’S HUG AND BE HAPPY but it’s more of a LET’S-PARTY-HAVE-FUN-AND-BITCH kinda thing y’know? HAHAHA. It’s just a different experience from Sem1’s class lah. -3-/

AND OMFG. SPEAKING OF RECENT CHANGES. FUCK I’M SO OBSESSED WITH THIS ACTION SERIES CALLED SAMURAI SENTAI SHINKENGER HAHAHHA (I THINK EVERYBODY KNOWS NOW) BUT FUCK HAHAHA I’LL NEVER LOOK AT THE ENGLISH VERSION OF POWER RANGER THE SAME WAY AGAIN.

I MEAN. LOOK AT THEM? HOW COULD YOU NOT BE IN AWE OF HOW FUCKING HOT THEY ARE? HAHAHAHA. HAHAHAHA. FUCK TAKE-CHAN AND KOTOHA-CHAN! <333333333333333333333333333 FUGGGGGGGG FANTASIZING BOUT THEM NOW KTHXBYEEEE.

PS : IF CHIAKI-CHAN CAME IN A DOG FORM, I’D BUY HIM. WOOF.

And recently, I’ve been on A HARDCORE MONOCHROME OBSESSION. like, no joke people. HAHAHA IF A PIECE OF CLOTHING HAS NO PRINT / LOOKS GOOD WITH DRAPING / HAS NO *~~COLOURS**~  = THE HIGHER THE CHANCES OF ME BUYING IT. ): Like. Which brings me to this question, WHY CAN’T SINGAPORE EVER SELL CLOTHES FOR MEN THAT ARE DRAPEY/LAYERY? LIKE. For example ~

OK.

small picture, but, LOOK AT THE WAY HE CREATES SUCH A LAYERED LOOK WITH JUST A LONG SLEEVE SHIRT AND 2 SCARVES?! FINNISH PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING LUCKY THAT THEIR CLIMATE ALLOWS THEM TO DO THIS! >_____>;;; And I haz to resort to buying clothes online now thanks to the never-ending stock of FLANNEL SHIRTS / PLIMSOLES AND OTHER SUCH COMMON CLOTHES IN SINGAPORE URGH FML.

SO EFFING BEAUTIFUL IF ONLY I HAD 300SGD TO BLOW ON THESE 2 COATS NOW ACTUALLY I DO BUT I CAN’T JUST SPEND IT LIKE THAT NOPE I CAN’T. ;____;

(PHEW ONE MORE TOPIC AND I’LL BE DONE WITH THIS ENTRY!)

Anyhoo, I was going through photo albums in my laptop when I realized, that I actually lost quite a bit of friends, but, the ones who stuck with me are the ones who always message me when I’m down and out, never leave me out when we go out and etcetcetc. GOD I LOVE YOU GUYS (HINTS TO QUANTA ELORA ETCETCETC.) And to the rest of the friends I’ve lost, honestly, sounds real mean of me, but I really can’t be bothered bout you all anymore. I’ve moved on with my life, you people should to.

HAHAHAHA FINISHED BLOGGING LIAO ELORA DO YOU HEARTZ ME NAOZ. 8D

I guess I can never quell my fascination with sunsets. -3-/

YAYZERS FIRST DORRIE MEET OF THE YEAR! =3=/ Photos are un-edited btw.  :/ mother-fucking lazy to edit them ONE BY ONE THROUGH PHOTOSHOP HAHAHA AND I’M ONLY POSTING A FEW IMAGES KTHXBYE.

URGH WILL NEVER STOP FALLING IN LOVE WITH VOLKS KUN.

HE REMINDS ME OF GACKT FOR SOME REASON. LULZ.

Steffi’s kids are so adorable! *333*/

HAHAHAH YO’SUP.

WAHLAO MAD CHIO CAN. DDDD8 Gotta love Mingyi’sfaceups! Q_Q/

LOL. I love how School C’s are all >>:. SUPER CUTE CAN HAHAHA URGH MY SCHOOL A. >;

I had no idea LTF Flora looked SO CUTE IRL! D8

WAH HER ;3 FACE DAMN CUTE CAN. LOL.

GASP FANGIRLS. DDD8

Since everbody’s doing it, I shall too cause I’m inadvertently pressured by the intrinsic forces which is my… BAH FUCK I CAN’T USE BIG WORDS ANYMORE HAHAHAHA. CHEEBYE.

GOOD THINGS! =3=/

1) ORH LEBER SCORE HAHAHA. Like, I scored 16 when everybody thought I’d score like, what, 26? HAHAHA. CB.

2) M-M-M-M-EDIA COURSE! 8DDD Albeit not in a school of my choice, BUT STILL LOL. BETTER THAN NURSING OR SOMETHING.

3) Picking up photography! 8D/ Ok. So maybe I picked it up kinda late (DAMN SHOULD HAVE DONE SO EARLIER) but I’m glad that at least I have a few accolades to my name (12 Best BJD Photography for November etcetcetc.)

4) Finishing my Guzheng diploma in FEBUARY LOL. OK LAH. SO I’M A LATE FINISHER IN MY CLASS CAUSE OF O LEVELS (could have token it in like, what? September last year?) But I’m just glad I managed to graduate with a distinction! Q_Q 96/100 baybeh! <3

5) MEETING SO MANY AWESOME NEW PEOPLE IN THE RORI SCENE HAHAHA. Like Stormy, Charlotte, Emily and gang! :} And hitting one year with the oldies in our group! <3 OH AND HAPPY 3RD YEAR KANI <3 HAHAHA.

6) Finishing up my dorrie plans on time. HAHAHA. GOD FORBID HOW MUCH I HAD TO SAVE JUST FOR THE 5 IDIOTS IN MY CREW. Q_Q/ AMEN.

7) Finding a group of people who GENUINELY accept me for who I am in SCHOOL OMG HAHAHA. Sucha far cry from the drama in Sec.school! :/ Srsly. HAHAHA GONNA LIST A FEW, URH, SCHE, NURUL, SYAFIQ, VINI, NAQIA, XIANGYI, JAN, JESSICA, QUANTA, HS, PEIQIN, ELORA, KEIDEN AND MANYMANY OTHERS! <3 speshul place in mah heartz! <3

8) Amassing a few pieces of burando. HAHAHA OK SO MAYBE IT’S NOT A LOT AND I’M NOT SWIMMING IN MOITIE BUT STILLLLLLLLLL. -HAPPY- 8D

9) ACTUALLY LOOKING BETTER. OK. So secondary school years were my FUGLY AS HELL YEARS DUE TO TERRIBLE SKIN (OK LAH CURRENTLY NOT THAT GOOD BUT STILL) AND DRESSING HAHAHA. FUCK CAN’T BELIEVE I WORE SHIRT+JEANS+SNEAKERS AND THOUGHT IT WAS FASHIONABLE URGH /WRIST.

10) Realizing new reserves of strength I never thought I had. LOL. Whether it’s facing troubles, getting over shit and having to deal with emotional problems. AHAHA. Like. I still cant’ believe I paid house bills (COSTS A LOT SRSLY) for 5 months cause of my family’s financial problems OMG THANKGOD IT’S OVER.

OK MOVING ON TO THE BAD. ):

THE. BAD. D8

1) SCHOOL POSTING URGH CAN’T GET OVER HOW MOE THREW ME INTO RP BIOMED HAHAHAHA WTF I THINK THEY’RE MOCKING ME OR SOMETHING.

2) Losing WORTHY friends. Like, I guess that’s how life goes lah, like, you lose and gain friends. :/ But I’m not upset over losing the stupid ones that think they’re SO SMART AND ABOVE PEOPLE HAHAHA FUCKING LOSERS. But thanks to those that stayed though! <3 8DDD.

3) GOING ALL ANGSTY OVER SELF-WORTH AND FRIENDS OMG HAHAHA FUCK PARANOIA. HAHAHA. Just glad to say I’m over all these crap and now, I’m pretty BLAH WTF FUCK YA’LL over stuff. HAHAHA APATHETIC ATTITUDES FTW.

OK I FUCKING GIVE UP RECALLING BAD STUFF THEY NEVER REALLY HAPPENED HAHAHA.

moving on!

10 RESOLUTIONS OF 2010! LET’S HOPE I CAN STICK BY IT.

1) Continue loving whole-heartedly regardless of race, religion or sexuality. Unless they’re stupid and loafers who refuse to hand in PPT on time.

2) IMPROVE MYSELF PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY. BETTER BODY, BETTER SKIN AND BETTER BRAIN HAHAHA.

3) IMPROVE PHOTOGRAPHY! 8DDD HAHAHA. AND DO PART-TIME PHOTOGRAPHY IF TIME PERMITS. Q_Q

4) Spend MOAAAR time with my friends and constantly give them NEVER-ENDING LOVE + ATTENSHUNZ. 8DDD HAHAHA GOD I SOUND LIKE DAILA-LAMA OR SOMETHING HEY HE WRITES GOOD BOOKS.

5) IMPROVE. MY. SCHOOL. WORK. No more resting on my laurels! DDD8 It’s time to improve my daily grades from B’s and occasional A’s to FULL ON A’S AND OCCASIONAL B’S. Q_Q/

6) DONATE MORE TO PROPER CHARITIES! 8D/ Not annoying school kids who bug you to donate to them. LOL. Since I rarely have time to go to the old folk’s home or stuff, WHY NOT DONATE TO THEM TO PUT A SMILE ON THE OLD PEOPLE OR SOMETHING. 8DDD Or to starving 3rd world countries. LOL. still very pissed over the Renci monk. FUCKING DONATED TO THE CHARITY AND THAT FUCKER EMBEZZLED IT! NBCB.

7) GO. MONOCHROMATIC. SRSLY. NO MORE COLOURS. IT’S GONNA BE BLACK WHITE OR GREY.

8) BE NICER TO MY PARENTS LULZ. Like. I have this habit of rolling my eyes and generally being a bitch to them. OK. SOMETIMES. LOL. HAHAHA. I mean, most of ya’ll are TEENZ SO HAI PRZ TO BE UNDERSTANDING.

9) Find love? HAHAHAHA FUCK NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS HAPPY BEING SINGLE.

10) GET MOAR DORRIES? 8DDDDD

Ok. Since I’m effing bored and angsting over my usual every-3-week breakout, I shall type a random entry to summarize this year haphazardly because I’m mildly inspired by Yijing’s blog. (HEHE I KNOW YOUR BLOG LINK GURL HEHEHEHE I GO TELL MRMAO. :D)

IN SHORT.

Year 2009 is THE. MOST. FUCKING. EPIC. YEAR. EVER. IN. MY. 17. YEARS. OF. LIVING. ON. THIS. PLANET. HAHAHA.

Seriously.

Ok. So maybe I wasted it doing NOTHING during my holidays but STILL. HAHAHA.

Let’s start with my O level results! WHAT YOU’RE GONNA SEE IS GONNA SHOCK YOU GUYS BAD. HAHAHA I’M NOT BLONDE LOR.

English – A1.

Chinese – C6. (GOT PASS OK!11!!!!)

Emaths – D7. (HAHAHA I STILL VEH PROUD NEHBER GET F9 OK!!11!1!!!)

Pure Geography – B4. (NEVER STUDY DON’T JUDGE ME.)

Combined Physics/Chemistry – A2. (HAOLIAN ONLY. :D)

Combined SocialStudies/Literature – A2.

POA – HAHAHAHA. X CAUSE I LAZY GO TAKE THE EXAM.

hahahaha. TOTAL OF 16 POINTS IF I WANTED TO GO TO POLY. AND, GUESS WHAT. I FAILED ALL MY 10 APPLICATIONS CAUSE I NEEDED TO PASS MATHS.

I KNOW I KNOW. TOTAL FML RIGHT. I MEAN. FUCK MAN I COUDN’T EVEN QUALIFY FOR COURSES THAT I COULD GO TO WITH MY SCORE JUST BECAUSE I FAILED MATHS.

And. I was posted to RP-BIOMEDICAL WHATEVER SHIT HAHAHAHAHA. MYGOD I STILL REMEMBERED HOW I GOT A SHOCK I MEAN ME DOING SCIENCE HAHAHA FUCK OFF MOE SIAO THEY DON’T EVEN DRESS WELL HAHAHA. NO WAY WAS I WEARING SLIPPERS AND SHORTS TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY.

BUT. BUT. MY SAVING GRACE WAS MARK D’OLVIERA FROM STA WHO OFFERED TO TRANSFER ME INTO NEW MEDIA AFTER HE SAW MY OLEVEL SCORES (IRONIC YES.) AND GOD I LOVE THAT MAN SO FUCKING MUCH. THANKYOU KIND SIR. :DDDDDDDDDD

I then went to RP and at first, I was feeling TOTALLY apprehensive because after all, it was NOTORIOUS for being a REJECT POLY. But, FUCKING HOLY BALLS WAS I FUCKING WRONG.

WHO KNEW THAT THE PEOPLE THERE WOULD BE SO SWEET. HAHAHA. SRSLY. Maybe it was because I went to a neighbourhood school where the main LANGUAGE MEDIUM WAS CHINESE FUCK BIGGEST REGRET OF MY LIFE GOING THERE FUCK THE PEOPLE DAMN CHEENA.

Like. I never knew people in the school were so OPEN-MINDED, LOVING AND NICE LIKE OK SAVE FOR A FEW. BUT. GOD I FEEL LIKE I’M PART OF A FAMILY AS OPPOSED TO MY SECSCHOOL DAYS WHERE I FELT LIKE SOME OUTSIDER CAUSE I DON’T LISTEN TO CPOP NEHNEHNEH BU YAO PUO HUAI WO DE XIN AND ALL THAT CHINESE CRAP.

I also realized that MY GOD BRYAN PLEASE BE HUMBLE SRSLY. Ok. I admit, it’s one of my downfall that I can be FUCKING ARROGANT SOMETIMES. Like, I ADMIT OK. I HAD AN AIR THAT I AM INTELLIGENT AND ABOVE EVERYBODY BECAUSE I SCORE 16 AND IT WAS AN IMBA SCORE.

BUT.

SRSLY. ONE THING I CAN CONFIRM THAT I TOOK HOME FROM SCHOOLING IN RP WAS THAT, I NEEDED TO SHED ALL MY ARROGANT AIR, AND ACTUALLY WORK WITH PEOPLE REGARDLESS OF OUR O LEVEL SCORES AND STUFF.

AND HELL YEAH DID I DO SOME GROWING UP. HAHAHA. And I’m glad that, I’m now more appreciative of people’s efforts in producing a PPT regardless of how small the share was. I LOVE YOU GUYS (WELL A MAJORITY MINUS THE IDIOTS WHO PROVE THAT THEY ARE NITWITS TIME AND TIME AGAIN.)

OH. AND I HAZ AWESOME FRIENDS AND WE DO AWESOME STUFF TOGETHER<333 BEST PART OF SCHOOL.

OK I SOUND DRUNK KTHXBYE.